I have managed to poke myself in the eye or something ridiculous and now they're both manky and swollen and goopy. To be fair, they were pretty bad before (if anyone ever tells you you have blepharitis but that it's really easy to control, they're fucking lying) but now they're hideous and I can't even fucking cry without them stinging ( Read more... )

I am in this position where there is a job that I want being dangled in front of my face, but I'm scared to really want it, because every time I really want something, I don't get it ( Read more... )

I... overslept and refused to get out of bed safe in the knowledge that the student I was supposed to support wasn't showing up first thing, but still, in the end, dragged myself to the bus stop so I would be in work, just on the off chance that the office told me to go anyway (they didn't, they called me in to swap my thursday sessions over this ( Read more... )

The last few weeks have been a bit odd. Not always in a bad way, I've just not really had time for much, and my mind has been kind of wonky anyway. But I'm hoping things are now on the upswing ( Read more... )

After the amazing awesome productivity of yesterday, today has basically been the day where loads of shit went wrong and I spent a lot of time grumpy. It was however to be expected, as today is a Thursday ( Read more... )

Today I made cake and drank cider. I wish I could say that actually there was more to it than that, but really, it is about it. I made a cake which I now don't want to eat (it was a test cake) and had cider with my dinner. And did some washing up ( Read more... )

Oh god, so far today I have been stupidly productive. It's scary. I've done laundry and dried it (but not put it away yet) and got rid of ALL the plastic carrier bags that were sitting in the thing we keep them in because they were overflowing and, it turns out, full of lumps of plaster and shit from the builders. And I've washed the thing that we ( Read more... )

So I'm not going to say that I'm sane again, but I'm better than I was. The sun is shining (at the moment), I'm no longer covered in blue facepaint (excellent day of LARP yesterday) and I'm getting things done ( Read more... )

Was actually a vast improvement. Gaming last night was fun, and somehow I managed an actual night of sleep (hindered only by my boyfriend being a duvet hog and one of his housemates apparently doing washing up at 3.30am ( Read more... )

I'm going through one of those awesome phases where I don't sleep. Or rather, I can't sleep. Not sleeping isn't an issue for me usually, I'll start working on something and decide to stay up and get it done or whatever, then crash a couple of days later. No, this is me trying to get a normal night's sleep and failing miserably. It's not unusual in ( Read more... )